I’ve had enough
One of the things that bothers me is how much time I lost in 2011. I sunk in into a depression (which I sorta still am but slowly getting on track), and I lost track of time. I proposed myself so many things but in came 2012 and here I am without any resolutions or plans because I got too depressed thinking of my future. Well, I had enough.
After hearing that one of my cousins (age 27) just got diagnosed with high cholesterol and irregular blood pressure due to his weight, I remembered that, back in 2010, I started a mission to lose (in that time 45 pounds) to gain a better lifestyle and feel better about myself (both physically and emotionally). But then stress arrived, my grandma got diagnosed with a terminal illness and off goes the mission. So today, I got back on track with a small workout, and it feels amazing. And to help me motivate, I told myself that if I lose the proposed 57 pounds (uhuh, that out of hand it got), I get to wear a cute short dress dress for New Year’s Eve 2012, even if I stay home, which is the usual plan.
I got emotionally hit with so many aspects of my life, and on this 2012, I want to fix or improve the major issues on my life that sometimes stop me and literally drag me down, even when there’s no reason to. And yeah, I know: I should be happy with my current body, but I got such a huge medical background with my family that being ok with my weight and physical appearance is not an option anymore. This time, I’m determined to stay on track, and end 2012 being a whole different person (sounds very Annoying FB Girl but yeah, that’s my plan.), both spiritually, mentally, emotionally and hopefully physically.
Wish me luck success! :D
